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Name: Cr1mson Gender: Male
Interests: Anime, Videogames, Being With Friends, Loud Music In Me Room, Being Outside During Warm Weather, Meeting New People Every Now And Again, DDR, Skateboardin, Slackin, Sleepin, and Causin Trouble Every Now And Again. ^_^
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Member Since:
4/25/2003
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| It's been a few years since I've written in here. I don't honestly know why I even came back, but wow. I'm surprised that it's still here (I figured the lack of logins over the last 3 years would've enticed the Mods to kill it). Just reading all the old posts brings back so many memories. NOSTALGIA, FTW! Man, I miss people. I hope everyone's doing ok. I know times and people change because change is inevitable, but still I miss it all and everyone, even the people I wasn't so fond of, it was all part of the experience to me. Man, I'm not gonna ever grow up, fuck it. If anyone I used to know/talk to/see occasionally still hits up the old Xanga, I hope you're doing well, I wish you the best of luck too. =]
Well, time for my afternoon breakfast because it's still summer and I'm lazy. <3
PeAcE. | | |
| - Passion<font¦face=verdana¦size=1>
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Or¦I¦could¦just¦watch¦em¦with¦and¦order¦some¦pizza,¦either¦works.¦=D
I¦just¦really¦wanna¦check¦that¦out,¦it¦looks¦like¦fun.¦XD
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Wishing¦I¦had¦cable¦right¦now¦too.¦=P
-attempts¦to¦kick¦self¦in¦the¦ass-¦X/
Damn,¦I¦don't¦wanna¦work¦this¦week.¦Shite...¦=\
Kinda¦just¦hoping¦the¦birthday's¦as¦eventful¦as¦the¦last¦ones¦that¦I¦can¦remember.¦=3
Well¦at¦least¦I¦still¦got¦half¦a¦pizza¦waitin¦for¦me,¦I¦guess¦I's¦out¦for¦nows.¦X3
<b>PeAcE.</b>
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| - Free
I'm skeptic that people will ever cease to amaze me.
I
wonder why some even bother with relationships if they're gonna act
single and flirtatious the entire time, get bent that you don't return
the favor because you have a conscience, and wonder why the significant
other's constantly ready to rip shit.
Sometimes I really want a
girlfriend and then my friends'll come along with theirs, have a
blowout/argument/somethingthatisn'thealthyforarelationship, and
then I'll realize why I don't. Some people just have enough of a
relationship to go around to hold me over for another few months. x.x;
See No Evil = Decent way to kill time if you're not paying for it. If you pay for it, you'll want a refund.
X-men comes out next week, oh the anticipation.
Rogue. <3
I
don't wanna work in the morning. Whatever, there's a crappy 'fair' at
Brooklawn this weekend, it'll be something to do til 9-ish.
I think I shoulda made a New Year's resolution to return calls more often. Kinda late now, whoops.
Hmmm.
Someone
suggest a CD or two that I should listen to that you may think I may
not already have. I'm really in the mood to listen to something new
next week when I get paid. Hurry, hurry, hurry, I'm gonna make a list.
:D
PeAcE
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| - Supernova Goes Pop!Shady people really make me curious...
Especially
when they think they're too good to say hi, wave, or stop acting like
they're too busy to remove the gold-plated phallic object from their
rectum and realize they're still human.
I donno, shit like this
doesn't really annoy me, it just crossed my mind so I'm just wondering
how people acquire such personalities and why acknowledgement of others
should seem so impossible to accomplish cuz I can't fall asleep thanks
to Mountain Dew.
It's not that hard to wave back sometimes, even nod or some shit... I
mean fuck, if your arm's not in a sling, you're not in a neckbrace,
your little crotch goblin didn't throw up all over you for the 3rd
time, didn't just shit itself, fall down an escalator or have a
seizure...then what the fuck?
Does your significant other
happen to be my arch enemy or just insanely envious for whatever
reasons they have? Don't see why that is, I don't have enemies, and
what's to be jealous of? I'm not some Hollywood hotshot who's hit it
big, a stuck-up rich kid who's parents went and paid for everything they
own, or a snobby rich asshole driving a fuckin Lambo with a house beach
on a beach in the Carribean.
It's even better when some of these
types of people are in worse situations than I am. I don't even have to
wonder why they act like that, I'll just remind myself of how great it
is to be in my own shoes since chances are they probably have some
incurable crotch disease, an ugly baby, a shitty life that's no one's
fault but their own while they try to point fingers, a shitty nickname
due to bad habits, a sketchy-ass struggling baby's momma/daddy tying
them down because they settled for less thanks to desperation due to
having heavy insecurities, a shitload of debt to pay off, no home, or
maybe just some fucked up mental condition that caused all of that and
just speaks for itself. (Damn, this city's full of winners.)
Damn, I know I'm not perfect by miles, but shit, sometimes people know how to make me more than grateful to be who I am.
Things like that give me a feeling along the lines of something my friend Eddie described to me last year before graduation.
"Your
ex-girlfriend of a long time breaks up with you, gets knocked up and
has a baby with some 26 year old high school drop-out loser with no
future. You just wanna run up to her and say 'I WIN!' and walk away,
because sure enough, you did."
PeAcE | | |
| Chocobos.
Moonlight.
Asian women.
Pizza.
Sunshine.
Beatmania.
Sweet dreams are made of these.
I need sleep.
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